January 2011
:(
i really and truly do hate my life in its entirety. i just feel like i have nothing to live for anymore.. i know for a fact once i start to transition i am going to be treated like a fucking walking clown in this town. people will point and laugh and say ”omg thats a man” like honestly i REALLY dont need this shit. this isnt good :(
MENTAL BREAKDOWN! >.
ughhhhhh this is legit CRAZY. Almost a full week on hormones and i feel like im already going insane -__- loll. One of the first things i noticed when i took the estrogen was mental clarity which is AMAZING!!! It relaxed me sooooo much which just proves that my mindset was supposed to be a girl NOT a boy. UGH honestly for everyone out there BE LUCKY THAT YOU WHERE BORN THE WAY YOU WHERE. Because i...
theekkidd:
callmebrandon:
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